a higher state of mind...a sense of harmonious existence
the state of being that allows us to channel our innermost feelings, emotions, and thoughts and express them acutely.
when you allow yourself to be uninhibited by your fears, you reach a state of truth that is unaffected by anyones else's opinion.
so many times we are afraid to say what is on our mind for fear of how someone else will react, or what they may think of us.
but the key to fully living is expressing what you feel, whether it be through art, music..or just telling someone that you feel them. The feeling of absolutely NO weight on your back is the most liberating sensation.
It is gratifying to know that there is no "what if," no feeling of what might have been if you said something
use discernment, but don't hold your tongue...what you say may not only be meant to be beneficial to you, but also to whom you're expressing it to. In fact, you may not even remember some of what you say..but if the recipient grew, or was touched by what you said, then the true purpose is fulfilled.
i personally try and keep it very real. I speak my mind, and let people know how it is, but even then i can get caught up over thinking.
over thinking in the wrong way "what could (they) possibly be thinking about me now??".
the law of attraction is active in our universe, and the more positive energy you release, the more you will receive. so ridding our selves of negative thoughts and focusing on the positive of any situation, relationship, friendship etc. will guarantee the manifestation of what we truly desire.
put it into practice
cop that new lex
move into your own spot
get someone to share it with
live, love, create
-just some afta thoughts
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Friday, May 25, 2007
a verse....to a song....that she sang
Oh my,
Most High,
how she lookin’ so fly?/
She that type of chick that just make the hours go by/
Real fast/
In a flash/
Grab the wallet, check the cash/
Quick dash,
Cologne splash
time to jet and pick her up/
Afro pick, a cardigan to wear over the button up/
Beard scruffy no problem cus’ I never cut it up/
Suck it up
There she go /
Lookin’ like a dream ohh/
..me oh my
Where do I begin…lets see
The lips and the eyes/
The legs and the thighs/
The way that she sighs when we…….shhhh
Not to mention what’s inside of her mind/
When the thoughts intertwine.. You will find that it’s simply divine
Rewind …
Lets take’em there love
Where they never been to/
Aint got no dreams of their own but they see one in you/
If they hold on tight enough they might see it come true/
I’ll do the same cus’ I’m one of them too/
probably wont make the cut, but i figured i'd post it anyway
Most High,
how she lookin’ so fly?/
She that type of chick that just make the hours go by/
Real fast/
In a flash/
Grab the wallet, check the cash/
Quick dash,
Cologne splash
time to jet and pick her up/
Afro pick, a cardigan to wear over the button up/
Beard scruffy no problem cus’ I never cut it up/
Suck it up
There she go /
Lookin’ like a dream ohh/
..me oh my
Where do I begin…lets see
The lips and the eyes/
The legs and the thighs/
The way that she sighs when we…….shhhh
Not to mention what’s inside of her mind/
When the thoughts intertwine.. You will find that it’s simply divine
Rewind …
Lets take’em there love
Where they never been to/
Aint got no dreams of their own but they see one in you/
If they hold on tight enough they might see it come true/
I’ll do the same cus’ I’m one of them too/
probably wont make the cut, but i figured i'd post it anyway
Saturday, May 19, 2007
So Then I said....
so then i said "agreed"
and then she smiled
so then i popped in "a flower called nowhere"
we sang along
*spells out KABMAM with the ABC soup*
and then she smiled
so then i popped in "a flower called nowhere"
we sang along
*spells out KABMAM with the ABC soup*
Thursday, May 17, 2007
YOU
Self realization is a beautiful thing.
Often times, early on we get bombarded with expectations from outside sources. Other peoples insecurities immediately disrupt our flow and force themselves as priorities in our existence, to the point where we take these upon ourselves as our own, and fail to analyze what is truly important in our lives. We dismiss personal time with our creator, and our brain is consumed with so many insignificant stresses that even if we did take those five minutes to converse with Him we would be too preoccupied to truly LISTEN.
We spend so much time creating a front, or wearing a costume to please everyone else, that we forget to please ourselves first. Stressing to the point of both physical and mental breakdown.
Taking personal time to converse with the Most High and internally analyze our worth, is KEY in being able to truly love. Not until you are one million percent comfortable in your own skin, not until you put yourself FIRST after God and BEFORE everyone else, will you be able to love someone fully without cheating the recipient of the complete YOU.
And once the realization has been made, you must be cautious of negative forces preying on your vulnerability. You have to weed out the negative people, places, and situations from your life that caused you to question yourself in the past.
Surround yourself with those who God has specifically placed in your life for you to lean on when you are weak on your own. The people who truly love you beyond your physical appearance or what you can do for them, but instead for what you offer internally as an individual.
Focus on your mission and the positivity in your life, and like-minds will be attracted to you naturally. The RIGHT people will make their way into your life. The light and confidence you radiate will be undeniable.
Hold on to those who have been there to lift you, the ones who give before they ask, the ones who will enhance your existence before they ever taint it. The people who will allow you to operate at the optimum level of YOU, and would never betray you. And likewise embrace those new comers who are willing to do the same…
Make it a priority to converse with Him, and release all your frustrations doubts, and stresses out into the universe for Him to take care of...because he WILL
had to repost it....intended for One, helpful to many..I hope
-bless
Often times, early on we get bombarded with expectations from outside sources. Other peoples insecurities immediately disrupt our flow and force themselves as priorities in our existence, to the point where we take these upon ourselves as our own, and fail to analyze what is truly important in our lives. We dismiss personal time with our creator, and our brain is consumed with so many insignificant stresses that even if we did take those five minutes to converse with Him we would be too preoccupied to truly LISTEN.
We spend so much time creating a front, or wearing a costume to please everyone else, that we forget to please ourselves first. Stressing to the point of both physical and mental breakdown.
Taking personal time to converse with the Most High and internally analyze our worth, is KEY in being able to truly love. Not until you are one million percent comfortable in your own skin, not until you put yourself FIRST after God and BEFORE everyone else, will you be able to love someone fully without cheating the recipient of the complete YOU.
And once the realization has been made, you must be cautious of negative forces preying on your vulnerability. You have to weed out the negative people, places, and situations from your life that caused you to question yourself in the past.
Surround yourself with those who God has specifically placed in your life for you to lean on when you are weak on your own. The people who truly love you beyond your physical appearance or what you can do for them, but instead for what you offer internally as an individual.
Focus on your mission and the positivity in your life, and like-minds will be attracted to you naturally. The RIGHT people will make their way into your life. The light and confidence you radiate will be undeniable.
Hold on to those who have been there to lift you, the ones who give before they ask, the ones who will enhance your existence before they ever taint it. The people who will allow you to operate at the optimum level of YOU, and would never betray you. And likewise embrace those new comers who are willing to do the same…
Make it a priority to converse with Him, and release all your frustrations doubts, and stresses out into the universe for Him to take care of...because he WILL
had to repost it....intended for One, helpful to many..I hope
-bless
SPIDERWOMAN
Apparently K-BAT exterminated a spider, quote:"as big as her claw":end quote
there can be one of two scenarios that can spawn from this:
Scenario1:
-wakes up to abnormally FIT physique
*increased stamina
*increased agility
*increased balance
-notices change in eye color
-notices strange "webby" discharge excreting from her wrists
-super human strength
decides to fight crime as the Amazing Spider Woman
Scenario2:
Absolutely nothing happens....
.................................................#1 would be cooler
"i will be MANNY JOE"
Monday, May 14, 2007
YESSSSS
KARMIN!!!!!!!!!
get the FUNK outta here!
MAKE ANOTHER BEAT...you are BANANAS
*presses play on "yesssss" for the millionth and a half time*
get the FUNK outta here!
MAKE ANOTHER BEAT...you are BANANAS
*presses play on "yesssss" for the millionth and a half time*
Sunday, May 13, 2007
DREAMS pt.2
-I just kissed the softest lips that God has ever made-
Soft as a feather on angels wings
The sweet breath of love…the taste of It
The feeling… that nothing else at that moment could have achieved
The fear of it being the only and last time
The excitement of the possibility of it being one of many
Like when a record skips over and over, repeating your favorite part of the song
So perfect…so perfect….so perfect
the hesitation, the nervousness that instantly disappears upon contact
The feeling that at one point in time, in another life this exact moment took place
The unexplainable connection that can only be linked to the creator himself
Every emotion intertwined causing you to feel something you never experienced before
An organic high…nothing else in the universe can fulfill you like that set of lips does
And when the moment is over…
You’re so in love with the one to whom God gave those lips
You will swear that, for the rest of eternity you can kiss those lips, and ONLY those lips
And never tire…
You sigh and wake up to a lonely bed, no messages on your phone, no sign of “the kiss” ever taking place
You think to yourself, “if the dream was THAT real…”
-dismiss it? Or hold on to it?
Really….what do you have to lose?…nothing
Soft as a feather on angels wings
The sweet breath of love…the taste of It
The feeling… that nothing else at that moment could have achieved
The fear of it being the only and last time
The excitement of the possibility of it being one of many
Like when a record skips over and over, repeating your favorite part of the song
So perfect…so perfect….so perfect
the hesitation, the nervousness that instantly disappears upon contact
The feeling that at one point in time, in another life this exact moment took place
The unexplainable connection that can only be linked to the creator himself
Every emotion intertwined causing you to feel something you never experienced before
An organic high…nothing else in the universe can fulfill you like that set of lips does
And when the moment is over…
You’re so in love with the one to whom God gave those lips
You will swear that, for the rest of eternity you can kiss those lips, and ONLY those lips
And never tire…
You sigh and wake up to a lonely bed, no messages on your phone, no sign of “the kiss” ever taking place
You think to yourself, “if the dream was THAT real…”
-dismiss it? Or hold on to it?
Really….what do you have to lose?…nothing
Saturday, May 12, 2007
DREAMS
called off work....sigh of relief
i woke up around 10, called in, went back to sleep (much needed, since i've only been having like 4 or 5 hours these past few nights, for many random reasons)
sleep was ILL, i had a wild dream!
it's been a minute since i had a dream i could remember, this one was a keeper....very random, but just what i needed to start off saturday right.
it was somewhat of an inspiration of sorts.
i think i will keep it in mind until it manifests itself, since i consider it quite attainable.
-love, in any form is a beautiful thing
....time to get my life together, and get some money in my pocket 'fore the bank close
*why did i post THAT picture??....grimy
Friday, May 11, 2007
connected
finally upgraded my phone
i havent had a phone since april 29th
and i had like 9 million voicemails...damn!
to all those who left a voicemail and are actually reading this...i'll holla at you soon
im sitting here playing with this thing right now..arranging the speed dial and what not, see who holds the crown in my phonebook
think i have a winner
AHH got to drive back to LA soon
*thinking of a road trip back to the east coast*
how i miss her...till we meet again
YO KAB, i can go for some cheesecake homie...with some SERIOUS strawberries! oooooh
*jots down song lyrics*
i havent had a phone since april 29th
and i had like 9 million voicemails...damn!
to all those who left a voicemail and are actually reading this...i'll holla at you soon
im sitting here playing with this thing right now..arranging the speed dial and what not, see who holds the crown in my phonebook
think i have a winner
AHH got to drive back to LA soon
*thinking of a road trip back to the east coast*
how i miss her...till we meet again
YO KAB, i can go for some cheesecake homie...with some SERIOUS strawberries! oooooh
*jots down song lyrics*
Wednesday, May 9, 2007
Tuesday, May 8, 2007
candle light and blown out transformers
NO LIGHT
California, and rolling black outs at the most inconvenient times are pretty common
A few things that come to mind while in dim candle light…
- nag champa
- the outline of “her”
- “Visions” -Stevie
- Teddy Pendergrass
- “Somewhere Not Here”-Alpha
- time travel
- intimate conversation
- a caress, to see with your hands
- a kiss to see with your lips
- closing your eyes, imagining
- a “what if” question
- a poem rehearsed
- truth or dare
- a whisper to blend with the darkness
- a cell phone backlight
- a phone call from the right person
- why don’t I have a flashlight ANYWHERE
- who cares that I don’t have a flashlight
- The Amish
- green tea
- kab, and the possibilities, my oh my
- “her” warm sweet breath on your neck
- I HOPE TO GOD I saved that beat!
- if I didn’t I will make another one that’s 10x better
- if I wasn’t alone, the lights could stay gone
I missed a few,
You tell me
California, and rolling black outs at the most inconvenient times are pretty common
A few things that come to mind while in dim candle light…
- nag champa
- the outline of “her”
- “Visions” -Stevie
- Teddy Pendergrass
- “Somewhere Not Here”-Alpha
- time travel
- intimate conversation
- a caress, to see with your hands
- a kiss to see with your lips
- closing your eyes, imagining
- a “what if” question
- a poem rehearsed
- truth or dare
- a whisper to blend with the darkness
- a cell phone backlight
- a phone call from the right person
- why don’t I have a flashlight ANYWHERE
- who cares that I don’t have a flashlight
- The Amish
- green tea
- kab, and the possibilities, my oh my
- “her” warm sweet breath on your neck
- I HOPE TO GOD I saved that beat!
- if I didn’t I will make another one that’s 10x better
- if I wasn’t alone, the lights could stay gone
I missed a few,
You tell me
Girl 6
It's not often that cosmic connection unites like minds to converse like they've known each other for a lifetime. But stars DO align, and worlds DO combine, and you ARE introduced to a kindred who (as my boy Cazeaux would say) "DESTROYS YOUR UNIVERSE."
DESTROYS YOUR UNIVERSE?? you ask...
-that spirit who flips your whole existence,
-the conversation that blows your mind into a billion fragments of thought,
-the voice that post-convo, rings in your memory banks like the melody to a song
that is linked to a thousand blissful memories
-the one who puts you on to something you CAN'T BELIEVE you didn't know about
-the one who makes 3 hours seem like 5 minutes
-the one who you CANNOT BELIEVE you didn't connect with sooner
yes, all this and MORE, defines "DOSTROYING YOUR UNIVERSE"
a highlight to an otherwise slightly irritating weekday, the gem amongst the coal...thank YOU
this calls for MUSIC TO BE MADE!!!...once the lights come back on
lest build a movement..YOU ARE NOT READY
DESTROYS YOUR UNIVERSE?? you ask...
-that spirit who flips your whole existence,
-the conversation that blows your mind into a billion fragments of thought,
-the voice that post-convo, rings in your memory banks like the melody to a song
that is linked to a thousand blissful memories
-the one who puts you on to something you CAN'T BELIEVE you didn't know about
-the one who makes 3 hours seem like 5 minutes
-the one who you CANNOT BELIEVE you didn't connect with sooner
yes, all this and MORE, defines "DOSTROYING YOUR UNIVERSE"
a highlight to an otherwise slightly irritating weekday, the gem amongst the coal...thank YOU
this calls for MUSIC TO BE MADE!!!...once the lights come back on
lest build a movement..YOU ARE NOT READY
Monday, May 7, 2007
SO EXTRA, SO NEXT TO BLOW
Back in LA,the music is ready...
i'm surrounded by the cats who are really going to hold me down
MAD good feedback, MAD good connects, MAD good inspiration
the next step is to wrap up the album and start the next...
get together with some like minds
and create something to go to space to!, that next level type intergalactic music
the stuff you whatch Star Wars on mute to
I JUST NEED EVERYONE WHO KNOWS WHAT IM TALKING BOUT TO SAY "I"
you know who you are
Saturday, May 5, 2007
NEW YORK : 4:41am
-morning time
-Queens
new advancements in life, new blessings
new opportunities...chance to just up and bounce from the norm
new outlook
the east seems like the place to be, fresh scenery, ladies have a certain swag(shouts to "sex kitten"), creative juice is abundant,
does the east need afta?...probably,
does the west?...definitely...what to do?
-Queens
new advancements in life, new blessings
new opportunities...chance to just up and bounce from the norm
new outlook
the east seems like the place to be, fresh scenery, ladies have a certain swag(shouts to "sex kitten"), creative juice is abundant,
does the east need afta?...probably,
does the west?...definitely...what to do?
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